Bullshits...

So, I guess I'ma write until I leave. I can't focus on my Java code today. First, I'm tired, then i'm hungry and finally I don't want to. It's crazy! I have to choose a text for my philosophy teacher beyonds 20, (and I'll have to write a commentary of 30 pages on it), I have to sum up another philosophical text from Max Klister, which is really hard to understand, I have to finish my Java programs and start to write my memoir about my internship here with the MAIA's team, I have to learn my pediatrics courses, I have to read books about mind.... And I'm here, wasting my time talking about what I should do...

How comes that I can't find the strength for doing all those things? Especially programming and reading philosophy : I'm used to loving it. But it's really asking for energy and I can't handle it right now... Honestly, I'm exhausted.

Oh, good news, I'm no more hungry... My body has just had the bright idea of asking to my fat cells for energy.

There are no more people around me, they're all gone, so I'm free to do whatever I wana do. But I don't know what to do except from saying that. What a dude I am! I'm just a stupid selfish white occidental girl, complaining for being right in front of one of the most powerful computer in the world, in a warm high-tech lab with everything a human being could ask for around me : food, drinks, toilets, comfortable chairs, books, pens, white sheets of paper... I guess that's what is making me lose my motivation.Having everything is just not what makes you want to act, what makes you be dynamic.

Well I don't even know what to add...